thankyou - katinas

coba dengerin deh diyutub...

lagu ini sempet terlupakan sm saya...
dulu saya suka banget lagu ini..
dan sekarang ketika masa2 'kering' melanda...
dan..ini bakal gw alami sampai tahun depan mungkiin?
karena jadwal kuliah hanya 3 hari. senin,rabu,kamis.

lagu ini..
membuat saya merasa sangat menikmati Tuhan dimanapun saya berada..
apapun keadaaan saya..



Just a little while longer I wanna pray
Can't get You off my mind so I came to say
Thank You Lord just for loving me
Many times as I do forget
Every need that You have met
Oh thank You Lord, I know You're showing me
You are there when I am down and out
You're holding me, Your love is so amazing
Oh it changed me
Chorus:
Here I am with all I am
Raise my hands to worship You
I wanna say thank you, oh thank you
For everything, for who You are
You cover me, You touch my heart
I wanna say thank you
I could have died in my sin but You saved me
Didn't have any hope at all
You gave me peace divine, strength to carry on
I should have been the one to pay
But instead You took my place
My Jesus, words cannot explain
Even though I don't deserve Your love for me
You look beyond my fault and You showed mercy
CHORUS
I wanna say thank you for the sun
I wanna say thank you for the rain
Everything You do is beautiful
I'm so grateful for Your love

makin hari makin kuat

seseorang: iya si ya...(sambil usap2 pundak) mungkin disini kamu merasa kuat,tp dirumah kamu sendiri berjuang...ga ada sodara yg lain ya...
gw: ..... (menggelengkan kepala pelan)

obrolan ini terus gw inget... apalagi dimasa sendiri,seperti bener2 sendirian. ya- sendiri. ga ada siapa2.
sepi. sunyi. sepertinya kekuatan tersedot oleh pikiran sendiri...disini-ga ada yg ngerti-ga ada yg mau ngerti- meskipun saya tahu banyak orang juga berjuang.


seseorangB: iya..dulu ak juga..ditentang..dimarahi...bla bla bla
gw: ... (senyum sekilas)

tolong. jangan samakan saya dengan anda.(entah kenapa saya sedih sekali setiap kali seolah2 anda dan saya sama)
apakah anda bnr2 sendirian disini?(selain bersama Tuhan).
apakah anda mempunyai orangtua yg membenci teman dekat anda?
apakah anda pernah tidak dipercaya orangtua anda?
apakah anda pernah merasa rumah adalah tempat tidak nyaman sama sekali?
apakah anda pernah diusir dari rumah?
apakah anda sukar dapat ijin keluar rumah?
apakah anda terus dicurigai o/orgtua anda?
apakah anda terus diingatkan oleh masa lalu dan dijadikan alasan untuk selalu diungkit2?
bla bla bla...
saya mungkin iri.
ya,kita sama. saudara dalam Tuhan.mengalami sakit,dan garis besar yg sama.
sinopsis yg sama namun dg cara penyampaian dan isi cerita yg berbeda..

HAHAHHAHAHAHA
saya ingin menangis..

namun...kembali dibukain...ketika menyadari HANYA FIRMAN TUHAN yg dapat membuka hati.
saya dengerin firman di mp3..

saya lupa kayanya dari 1samuel...
belajar dari Daud yang makin kuat dari hari ke hari ditengah masalah
bukan semakin ciut..

Daud yakin Tuhan berserta dia saat dia harus melawan goliat..
pertama,dia ga kemakan omongan goliat pas si goliat bilang bakal ngalahin dia n kasih mayatnya makan ke burung2*lupa detailny..
ya..ini mungkin saya.labil.hahahahha
ada 3 omongan, teguran,kritik, gosip&fitnah
teguran - didengarkan
kritik - diseleksi dan pertimbangkan
gosip & fitnah - dengerin aja. AJA. lewatin

jangan terpengaruh omongan orang TAPi tetep terima teguran.jgn batu
fokus pd Tuhan...

kedua,yang menjadikan daud kuat juga,dia ngga sombong..
apa yg dia lakuin ketika dia berhasil ngalahin goliat?
cengengesan?ini loh guweee...
ga. dia diem aja. dia sadar itu semua bagian dari anugrah..

ketiga, jaga kekudusan..

We are the reason dancing worship

dapet dari temen di group PO..
dibawain sama Dream Mission Team .
dikorea bilangnya "Uo- ri- ddae-mun-ae" - karena kita

saya terpesona sama pelayanan mereka...
saya tidak tahu apakah saya yang kurang pergaulan..
menari seperti ini jarang saya lihat..
ketika saya searching diYoutube..banyak sekali yg seperti ini..
sampai merinding..
teringat ketika bernyanyi juga untukNya sambil menari2..
seperti lagu I could sing of Your love ,diliriknya

Oh, I feel like dancin'
It's foolishness I know
But when the world has seen the light
They will dance with joy
Like we're dancing now

gilaaa gilaa....
jadi pengen banget kegereja
udah digereja aja ga mau kemana mana lagi.
HAHAHAHAHAHA

saya bersyukur disetiap apa yang saya lihat dan alami,
Tuhan membuat merasakan betapa besar kuasaNya..kasihNya..
aaahhh!! segalaNya!
kecoa sekalipun Ia ciptakan untuk membantu kita menguraikan kotoran.




versi inggrisnya

As little children we would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys we knew we'd find
But we never realized a baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

*We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by we learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves and what that means
On a dark and cloudy day a man hung crying in the rain
All because of love
All because of love

*Chorus
I finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him (every part to Him)
And all that I do every word that I say (you know I'll be saying)
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him (every thing for Him)

We are the reason that He gave His life
We are the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give (all that he could give all)
To show us the reason to live

#He is the reason to live
(don't you know do you know the reason
That he came, oh he came to save us
When he gave his life for us) he suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave everything (everything that He had He gave)
To show us the reason to live

*chorus + # together
Don't know how I could thank Jesus all that he had all..
*chorus + # together

ilustrasi

Bapa mengasihi manusia,bahkan ketika manusia sampai jatuh kedalam dosapun,
Ia tetap mengasihi kita..
Ia mau merendahkan diriNya menanggung dosa kita..

musim tuai

Musim tuai, ladang pun menguning.
Yang bekerja sangatlah sedikit.
Anugrah dan kesempatan terindah.
Jangan tunda sekaranglah waktunya.
O Tuhanku celikkan mataku.
Melihat ladang pelayananMu.
Rendah hati rela tuk pikul salib.
Memb’rikan yang terbaik bagiMu.
Jangan biarkan hidupku berkarat, tak berguna hanya penyesalan.
Bakar hatiku selalu berkobar, ku mau setia melayani Engkau.

saya merasa munafik nulis ini..karena ada beberapa kesempatan yg sengaja saya lewatin...
saya harap temen2 tidak seperti saya...
:)